

Paper Doll 2Moving SlowlyPaper Doll 2
I dislodge myself
From the fiction that was
PreDecided before i was born
My hands shake with anticipation of
What is yet to come
I can smell my future
Its that close
Something sharp drags itself across my skin
Slicing myself into pieces
I hide the pieces around
To discover later
Little memories to remember me by
I hate to look at myself
The mirror corrects the blurred vision
Of myself that I have in my head
The mirror shows


DaisiesWhite daisies float like weather balloons in the skyDaisies
Carrying people places
The real people choose to walk
Carrying the world with them
On their shoulders
I sit on a bench to rest and observe
Peoples faces wrench with distress and unrest
They havn't slept for days
I see children playing with an old can
Happy as can be
While the white daisies loom overhead


Identity CrisisStanding alone in an intersectionIdentity Crisis
No stop signs
Cars speeding by
Emotions erupting
No one checking their blind spots
Here I stand
The past behind me
Still up in flames
My skin still burns from the scars
Here I stand the future in front of me
Foggy, visibility low
So far out of reach
Looming, it scares me to death
And yet, here I stand
The present hits me from all directions
With speed and per


LOVEMy arms flailLOVE
Quietly splashing panic
Screaming, trying to hold my head above
The terrifying depths below
The more I struggle
The more I fail myself
Horrific waves of deja vu
Sweep through me
Transparent
Vunurable
To my own nightmares that tornado
through my thoughts
I've been down this road before
I could relax and float into bliss
Release
Surrender myself to this overwhelming emotion
My imagination won't let me
It grips my
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do i look like some one who cares what god thinks?
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